I Believe

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

And I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands


I don't want to have unbelief in my heart. That was the very thing that hindered the Jews from coming to Jesus. There may still be unbelief lurking in us today. Why? Because there is still hesitation in obeying Him. There is still fear of disappointment, of dying, of the devil. I personally have areas where I have to fall upon trust in Him. When I'm sick, I trust in sleep and water more than His hand. Why is my first reaction to sleep more? Why don't I arise in worship of Him? Why don't I declare His healing first and move on from there? I wait for the sickness to begin challenging me to a level that I think I may need help soon then I ask for healing.

Jesus, help my unbelief!

Jesus loved to be among those who believed. He would exclaim when affirming them that they have great faith. He would go in to their houses. And then there were some who did not enter His rest due to their unbelief, so after 40 years in the wilderness, they still did not enter the Promised Land. This 40-day fast is still ongoing. When this period ends, may I emerge with a glorious new and changed faith in God, believing in Him and walking steadfast in the Spirit. I believe you will too.

Fasting time!!! I've never been excited about fasting like that before. These days, instead of having my mind process information then proceeding to understanding in my heart, it's been the other way round. A different feel, yes, and i like it. What i know is the Holy Spirit is relaying things to my spirit and in this way, i agree with God much faster than the opposite. And truth transforms so it flows out of my behaviour. Fasting is a key discipline in making myself more spiritually aware. It starts here at least for me, and the shout will grow louder!

One thing i've been telling my JYC small group members is we have to know who we worship. Once we know Him by seeing even but a glimpse of His majesty, we are forever spoiled for the world. And then we'll never stop pursuing Him. I hope, and this is my prayer too for us all, that none of us will ever stop our pursuit of Him, Yahweh, our God.